BrettsPomes
This Days Just Starting Life today It’s not going to great But it’s going ok I don’t like it here I mean hell I’m not a saint Yet people look to me It’s pretty faint It’s hard to see But this isn’t me There stupid retrospect These things they want me to be But I will never be the insect You don’t see it yet But it’ll come fast and hard And you wont be set You wont see it coming It’ll just be there It’ll be your summoning To all these ends To this strand of string That you just can’t see These words coming out This is me It’s the hate you don’t see Mom I know I’ve never been good enough Dad you left me down and out But I’ll still stand proud I refuse to pout Bitch I’m through with you Because I’m here and proud I’m glade to be here I’m grateful to be here I’ve seen this pain I’ve turned around to much And now I’m striking back As these lyrics flow through me As these words run off and on track As you sit and see I more then you’ll ever be I’m more then you because I wont give in I’ll stand up and scream back I’m not taken this sin Its sin to me And I’ve turned my back to many times I wont let it go I’ll be all I can be Even when it makes you cry sometimes It’s not ok to let it go I’ve held it in to long I’m letting this shit flow I’m stronger then you’ll ever know These words wont go I’m letting the words flow I’m stronger then you’ll ever know -Brett Gilbert- Dedicated: - To those who thought - I would make it through.
Dark angel He was an angle in disguise An angel with black eyes An angel with broken wings An angel just the same Half human half haven Bit of sorrow or he would have Been to blind to see The hell we call reality -Brett Gilbert-
The playful pain The people go round and round Right before they fall to the grown singing songs of good cheer But they’re oblivious to what they don’t hear The screams and cries deep within the woods The people needing help in those same woods The people dieing of starvation The people crying in the same suffering nation The people they do not look on But the people they like to use as pawns The pawns to get their food and fait Those same pawns they teach you to hate But with out them were would you be They’re the basses for all our families -Brett Gilbert-
A so Called Hell the place we call hell is it really all that bad people with deformities I mean aren’t we told to love these For they are a grace of god With they tails and horns And it hot down there Or so they say Doesn’t every one complain About the snow anyways I mean wouldn’t It get boring having Everything your way Never have to look forward To a better day So ill ask it again because To me it doesn’t sound half bad What is this place called hell A place with more individuality More to look forward to A place more like a dynasty -Brett Gilbert-
Going off the deep end so many people don’t understand these words these fillings that they write on paper these things that people feel its as if there bodies are no longer here just they’re personality and soul as if there life can come out through paper be something more something deeper show a side they can’t show with brands but with words even though some times they aren’t long they can show so much so much to the eyes that only word can show its as if it goes in your ear and becomes your personal on the brain TV. Show -Brett Gilbert-
Why wont you let go? a man who walks is a man who stands a man who cries is a man that feels feels the pain in his heart feel the denial of the world feels what every one is afraid to show now I most say that man is strong strong then you’ll ever be you now who you are the one who walks away the one that can’t tell you the way they feel I most admit I to am one who doesn’t tell everything the way it is because I cant handle it I can’t handle the pain And you cant ether you know who you are you know why you are you are just too afraid to say it in fear that you that you’ll be outlasted by those you despise those you hate and those you fear but did you ever stop and think if you were out lasted what your loved ones would feel the pain the tears the hurt and you never stopped to think once not one time before reviling your self but you’re too afraid to revile it you’ll never show your self think about some one more then you’re self then maybe someone will sit and listen to what you say and not leave you like you would have them because you were to afraid and didn’t think about there pain just stop stop stop and think…. this one time…. -Brett Gilbert-
Its over, I think Why did things have to take this root I know you didn’t think I loved you but I did And I still do But at this point in time It’s as if you don’t even care Where’s my life because I know its not here I don’t like this hell I’m being put through Don’t like these lies I’m receiving Don’t like these things Why is this happening to me I told you I love you And I met it I still do love you But it doesn’t seem like you love me to Not when you treat me like shit And make me feel the way I do I’m sorry when you see this I know It’ll bring I try to your eye But you’ve brought so many to mine Its as if you don’t care this time Like I’m nothing and your god Oh well that’s all I’ll be to any one Shit on a platter Shoot me in the head Release this pain I know it’s gone, that beautiful thing You used to bring me I wish you’d see me the way I see you Beautiful A grace of god Amazing But all I get from you is all nothing ness I was willing to pull you from your grave But instead you’re pulling me down to Making me die ever more then before I cry to now I’m willing to give something So amazing, so Beautiful … up! But I know its not the first time I’ve want through this pain but It’s never hurt like this Will some one please Bring me in to the light Show me the way not to be hurt Show me how not to feel this way Why do I do this to my self, all the time I was going to give it all up for you I’m glad you pulled me out when you did I wouldn’t have a thing Il just go in my corner again Again…. Again……. Oh once again….. -Brett Gilbert-
The unbarring pain This presser is bringing me down Putting me in this hole I just want to scream and die But yet I feel like flying Its as if I can just jump up and touch the sky And release its rain of bodies up on you Making things spin With sprits on every corner If I died it would be this way Is this what you want Is this were you push your victims Yeah well this one wont die I'm not giving in No not here Not right now No one will take me here No one will bring me down Not, you never I’m never going down Bring your sprit to mind Show me what you’re made of Il breaks you Show your skeletons to the world Reveal your evil deeds And break them down Take you under Let you drowned Show you the pain That made me full apart And yet you keep kicking me down I won’t fall victim to your crimes again Never again Not after your secrets are unhidden -Brett Gilbert-
Emptiness Unobtrusive is the man with a sword Malevolence is the man with no soul But the one in black is the only one customary
As It Flows Away life is black the sky is gray my god is gone i get my life fucked over every day i feel so pathatic siteing here leasening to the world go by seeing my life go bye it all gose by me like a gust of wind blowing just blowing till till the end the end of this place the end of my life the end of my god the end of the end -Brett Gilbert-
A place some were just not here This humanity is a planet of throbbing and distressing hurt. A place were no one individual is safe from them selves. A place were rejection is a normal thing to see. If it’s you then way not me Because I show my self-indulgent. Is not like thoughts of a fools but wish like the owl And smart like the fox that hides in the bush Not considerate if the world disappeared because his elegant And knows he insincerities cannot live forever. -Brett Gilbert-
MY BABYS THE ONE all my life i've waited for this momment some one to be with someone to hold close the music to dirffte into the person to dirffet into and yet i almost fucked it up my life flashed befor my eyes made me think twise reminded me that this ones the one for me my lovely my butifal my world this ones the one in my heart the one my love burns for im willing to give my life for her when ever there in danger il be there il hold this one closely il make them not only see my love but feel my love as well il make the world turn for them il kiss this ones forhead at night hold them tight and never let go never let go........ let go...... let go............. go............. -Brett Gilbert-
The Thing Within i let the beast come to life open its eyes to all these lies we call lives and have it distory them all one after another until it becomes the lie its self and kills its self exposes the worlds sin just to die i was the beast that curetor befor i was born the only thing that can save you now is the beast willing to face the sin the monster thats true to him self the beast in the dark you can not see this would is its play toy it trys to make it right but nothing ever gose right as the beast enters the world it gose out the way it came dead from inside and out ....... -Brett Gilbert-
The Worlds Play Toys this world isn't round but it is a hole a hole that traps your spirt your soul and tares it into peaces makes it dry up and die gone for ever never to come back you are it's pupet it plays with your strings your strings of life your strings of happyness makeing it all hurt the same make you feel all its pain but we we are the ones who made it this way that made it are master and are stage the end is neering for all of us the end is here for most of us the end the end this world.... -Brett Gilbert-
I Cryed Out But No One Heard she didnt call no one did i cryed for ever as i died inside dose she care will she ever qustoins that came to mind she still hasn't talked to me its been 1 day now and not ring i thoght id be over it when i awolk but i wolk-up in tires there hard to hide my mom told me it was alright she held me last night shes never done that befor and now now as i type this i get a lump in my throght i feel like crying just curl up and die never to wake agin... -Brett Gilbert-
Sudenly i see why ever one hates me maybe to night it'll be you and me but i dont even know if you still wont to talk to me im sorry for what ever iv done i dont wont to be here any more not one with out your voice you put me throgh this hell to long i need to hear your voice i wish i could hold you this night leasen to your heart beat as i slowly die in your arms as then il hear your voice up till the end then il be gone and you'll never have to deal with me agin... in to the dark il dirfeat il see you with a smile on your face just one thing i ask of you tell my story to every one never let my legesisy fade out i need you next to me this night this night i leave il take the pills as you hold me tight dont let me go till the sun riases i want to be shore i feel you till im gone il die here on your chest leasening to your heart beat as i fade away from this hell the pain the life the sarow -Brett Gilbert-
Suicide note what the hell nothing gose right every thing i do makes me want to die every one i meat makes me want to die i make me want to die my mom makes me want to die the only thing that dosent is her shes the only thing that gave i shit but now now she hates me im not ok il never be ok get that throgh your head befor im gone befor its to late or is it to late... -Brett Gilbert-
When im gone it'll be OK
im here go to sleep life is a dream just late the blood run run to your feet from your arms from you hands from your head let the buitea go let me die die beside you on this night this butiful night this cold creasp night i feel free let my soul go as fare fare away as it can graspe the dead souls will play in the gravyard will be free spirts free from this hell this life -Brett Gilbert-
One Gods Rath why do i feel so bad when every things so good why do i feel this pain its almost as if my world is closeing in they dont want me to have this fun and loveing life they'd rether have me live a life of sin a life of pain and sarow a life were im not alive a life were im dead inside -Brett Gilbert- | 
